nEvEr

I am a drain on everyone and everything
All I see is blood
All I want to see is blood
blood on my hands
blood on my face
I want to see it all at once
I want to die, yet I cannot live
what was ever here
is here no more
and the blood, it never stops
the constant flow
the constant red
wishing only for it to stop
knowing it can only be
when the life, that is not there
finally retreats
to where it can forever be safe
and then peace and war will merge
at the point of no return
and forever it will be.
never me